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Senin, 14 Februari 2011

CRASH!

"In A Rush"

[1] - It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what's been jugglin' my mind
But still can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me

[Repeat 1]

Baby, some day I'll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...

[Repeat 1]

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I cannot explain
What's over me

[Repeat 1 'til end]

the song in up there is so meaningful to me at last moment me with him.
honestly, i can't forget it. all the things and the all was happened yesterday I can remember every single part -___- so pathetic, huh?

and now I'm so curious with his explain. but I'm sure he don't wanna explain what happen now.

but I'd make a mistake! when I know the truth, I should tell to him. and ask him to explain all of this. but I choose a silent. I just keep my mouth to tell him. I just keep my sad and angry feeling by myself. I just keep silent. I don't know why... but maybe it's because I don't know what I supposed to do.

I'm not his girlfriend, I cannot be mad at him. because I was nobody for him T-T

f*ck you boy!! you made me to love you. but the fact you're not in love with me!! you have the "real" girl in out there!! you said that you has been broke up with her! 2 month ago you broke up with her! but what is the fact? YOU LIED TO ME!

I tell you everything is true! I'm honest with you. but you lying on me!

maybe you just "manfaatin" of me. because I'm your junior. maybe... but I DO FALLIN' LOVE WITH YOU YESTERDAY! BUT YOU CRASH IT! AND I'M EXACTLY VERY GRATEFUL! and sad at the same time :')

hahaha dalem hati gue udah ngerasa ikhlas sama semua ini. gue nerima semuanya. toh emang itu salah satu resiko yang bakal gue dapet.
tapi gue gak tau kenapa, gue masih aja suka ngungkit-ngungkit masalah ini. dan masih mikirin aja. padahal yaa it's ok! I can receive it at all. and I do prayin' to you. to you who has broken my heart! hahaha.

but if you was be honest with me at the first time, I'm sure I don't be fallin' love with you. I make sure about that. because I appreciate your girlfriend. her and I is woman. so I can feeling if I in her position. SAKIT HATI!

and for you guys! be respect! don't do with your desire, but with your logic too. if you do one mistake, let's thingkin' "there's other people will hurt with these?". don't be a selfish person.
BE RESPECT!

Kamis, 03 Februari 2011

serba salah



harus ku akui semuanya telah berbeda
lelah menjalani semua serba salah
apalagi salahku, apalagi salahmu, ku tak mengerti
apalagi salahku, apalagi salahmu, apalagi

sudah lupakan segala cerita antara kita
ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin
kau terluka karna cinta, karna cinta

lelah menjalani semua serba salah
apalagi salahku, apalagi salahmu, ku tak mengerti
apalagi salahku, dan apalagi salahmu, apalagi

sudah lupakan segala cerita antara kita
ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin kau terluka karna cinta
bukan karna rasa itu tlah sirna, maafkanlah
ku hanya tak ingin, ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin ku terluka karna cinta

oh bukan ku tak berharap kembali padamu
tapi pahami ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin terluka yeah yeah yeah

sudah lupakan segala cerita antara kita
ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin kau terluka karna cinta
dan bukan karna rasa itu tlah sirna, maafkanlah
ku hanya tak ingin, ku tak ingin, ku tak ingin ku terluka karna cinta

(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin kau terluka)
(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin ku terluka) lupakanlah semuanya
(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin kau terluka) ku tak ingin kau terluka karna cinta

(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin kau terluka)
(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin ku terluka) tak ingin kau terluka
(tak ingin, tak ingin, tak ingin kau terluka)